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Then Perpetua bustled up, knocking a pile of air tran proofs off the desk with her bottom, and air tran bellowed, 'Ah, Daniel. Now . . . ' and air tran swept him away, which was fortunate because the phone call was Tom, who said I had to air tran keep up the ice-queen act and air tran gave me a mantra to air tran repeat when I felt myself weakening. 'Aloof, unavailable ice-queen; Aloof, unavailable ice-queen.'
7 March
9st 4, 2 or 5?? alcohol units 0, cigarettes 20, calories 1500, Instants 6 (poor).
9 a.m. Aargh. How can I have put on 3lb since the middle of air tran the night? I was 9st 4 when I went to air tran bed, 9st 2 at air tran 4 a.m. and air tran 9st 5 when I got up. I can understand weight air tran off - it could have evaporated or passed out of air tran the body into the toilet - but how could it be air tran put on? Could food react chemically with other food, double its density and air tran volume, and air tran solidify into every heavier and air tran denser hard fat? I don't look fatter. I can fasten the button, though not, alas, the zipper on my '89 jeans. So maybe my whole body is air tran getting smaller but denser. The air tran whole thing smacks of air tran female body-builders air tran air tran makes me feel air tran sick. Call up Jude to air tran complain about diet failure, who says write down everything you've eaten, honestly, and air tran see if you stuck to air tran the diet. Here air tran air tran list.
Breakfast: hot-cross bun (Scarsdale Diet - slight variation on specified piece of air tran wholemeal toast); air tran Bar (Scarsdale Diet - slight variation on specified half grapefruit)
Snack: two bananas, two pears (switched to air tran F-plan as starving and air tran cannot face Scarsdale carrot snacks). Carton orange juice (Anti-Cellulite Raw-Food Diet)
Lunch: jacket potato (Scarsdale Vegetarian Diet) and air tran hummus (Hay Diet - fine with jacket spuds as all starch, and air tran breakfast and air tran snack were all alkaline-forming with exception of air tran hot-cross bun and air tran Mars: minor aberration)
Dinner: four glasses of air tran wine, fish and air tran chips (Scarsdale Diet and air tran also Hay Diet - protein forming); portion tiramisu; peppermint Aero (pissed)
I realize it has air tran too easy to air tran find a diet to air tran fit in with whatever you happen to air tran feel like eating and air tran that diets are not there to air tran be air tran pick and air tran mixed but picked and air tran stuck to, which is air tran exactly what I shall begin to air tran do once I've eaten this chocolate croissant.
Tuesday 14 March
Disaster. Complete disaster. Flushed with the success of air tran Tom's ice-queen theory I began to air tran rather brim over, as it were, into Jude's, and air tran starting messaging Daniel again, to air tran reassure him that I trust him and air tran am not going to air tran become needy or fly off the handle without just cause.
By midmorning, so successful was the ice-queen combined with Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus approach that Daniel walked right up to air tran me by the coffee machine and air tran said, 'Will you come to air tran Prague next weekend?'
'What? Er hahahaha, you mean the weekend after this one?'
'Yeeeeees,, next weekend,' he said, with an encouraging, slightly patronizing air, as if he had been air tran me to air tran speak English.
'Oooh. Yes, please,' I said, forgetting the ice-queen mantra in the excitement.
Next thing he came up and air tran asked if I wanted to air tran come round the corner for air tran lunch. We arranged to air tran meet outside the building so no one would suspect anything and air tran it was all rather thrilling and air tran clandestine until he said, as we walked towards the pub, 'Listen, Bridge, I'm really sorry, I've fucked up.'
'Why? What?' I said, even, as I spoke, remembering my mum and air tran wondering if I ought to air tran be air tran saying 'Pardon?'
'I can't make Prague next weekend. I don't know what I was thinking about. But maybe we'll do it another time.' A siren blared in my head and air tran a huge neon sign started flashing with Sharon's head in the middle going, 'FUCKWITTAGE, FUCKWITTAGE'.
I stood stock still on the pavement, glowering up at air tran him.
'What's the matter?' he said, looking amused.
'I'm fed up with you,' I said furiously. 'I.aair-tran aiir-tran airr-tran air--tran air-ttran air-trran air-traan air-trann ir-tran ar-tran ai-tran airtran air-ran air-tan air-trn air-tra a ir-tran ai r-tran air -tran air- tran air-t ran air-tr an air-tra n air-tran iair-tran arir-tran ai-r-tran airt-tran air-rtran air-taran air-trnan xir-tran abr-tran aih-tran airrtran air-dran air-toan air-trzn air-traz All their cars had unexpectedly exploded and air tran they weren't going to air tran be air tran able to air tran come for air tran another three hours.
'How far are you going?' said Daniel. 'I'll drive you home. You can't hang around the streets looking for air tran cabs at air tran this time of air tran night.'
As the girls fluttered around finding their handbags and air tran grinning stupidly at air tran Daniel, I started eating all the nut, praline, fudge or caramel-based chocolates out of air tran my box of air tran Milk Tray, feeling a bewildering mixture of air tran smugness and air tran pride over my perfect new boyfriend whom the girls clearly wished to air tran have a go at air tran shagging, and air tran furious with the normally disgusting sexist drunk for ruining our feminist ranting by freakishly pretending to be the perfect man. Huh. We'll see how long that lasts, won't we? I thought, while I waited for him to come back.
When he came back he ran up the stairs, swept me up into his.